somehow, it just felt worse seeing others taking results then me taking my own...
ack... perhaps that just means that i really din put in the effort, whereas i felt that others really did. unfortunately, they din reap the rewards of their effort...
lol. last saturday was council outing, which was my doing. ended up quite... "err..." would be the correct expression i guess... ah well, will hav to do better nxt time i guess, esp not puting a gathering in the middle of everyones exams...
i guess so far this blog has really been where i throw everything out, so that i can face each day with a how to put it, hmm... refreshed mind. haiz. damn crap sia. i realise as each day pass by how much time im just wasting because i rather relax n hav fun now then use my time in something different. time to change from NATO no action talk only to ATAA all talk all action. which means it is time i start studying again. time to be disciplined , uni just round the corner. cant fail again... not this time..
