ok.. i guess i SHOULD really start writing down the plans for this new year....
1. LOSE WEIGHT!!! damn... getting fat again...
2. learn certain piano pieces... just feel like learning dunno why. lol
3. tbc...
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
Life - subconscious ( self before others)
life ain't a bed/bunch (cant rmb) of roses, if i dont rmb wrongly this was what someone said.
lol. anyways, i feel that even if life was a bunch of roses, roses also have thorns, but i guess these thorns are too insignificant to describe the impacts and changes that things have to one's flow of life.
I guess in one's life, we will encounter countless problems, or shld i say changes, things that go in a way different from how u want it to. Well, i guess everyone has the same mentality of denial, including myself i should say... It is always the " why me", " why this" " why now" " why like that", " i dont want it like this" etc. well, i guess this shows how we always want and subconsciously think that things should go smoothly, the way we want it.
Well, i guess im really a true example of such a behaviour, somehow i cant stop thinking how many times it has been that i always thought things were going smoothly, and then felt like i had hit a brick wall when things didnt turn out how i thought they would be. After some time, and quite a bit of thinking, if only i didnt lose myself to the situation, things could have been different, yet, i always thought i could just try to resist what was happening, forcing it to just change back to how it was. Well, in the end i guess 硬碰硬 only ended up in me being shattered.
most of the time, i always blinded myself when i just focused on one single thing/person/moment. Though i know nothing can change that, and i think few if not none will even read this in the first place, i truly regret quite a lot of my actions and how i handled certain things, which at times affected others as well...
to be continued... ack.. have to sleep liao..
lol. anyways, i feel that even if life was a bunch of roses, roses also have thorns, but i guess these thorns are too insignificant to describe the impacts and changes that things have to one's flow of life.
I guess in one's life, we will encounter countless problems, or shld i say changes, things that go in a way different from how u want it to. Well, i guess everyone has the same mentality of denial, including myself i should say... It is always the " why me", " why this" " why now" " why like that", " i dont want it like this" etc. well, i guess this shows how we always want and subconsciously think that things should go smoothly, the way we want it.
Well, i guess im really a true example of such a behaviour, somehow i cant stop thinking how many times it has been that i always thought things were going smoothly, and then felt like i had hit a brick wall when things didnt turn out how i thought they would be. After some time, and quite a bit of thinking, if only i didnt lose myself to the situation, things could have been different, yet, i always thought i could just try to resist what was happening, forcing it to just change back to how it was. Well, in the end i guess 硬碰硬 only ended up in me being shattered.
most of the time, i always blinded myself when i just focused on one single thing/person/moment. Though i know nothing can change that, and i think few if not none will even read this in the first place, i truly regret quite a lot of my actions and how i handled certain things, which at times affected others as well...
to be continued... ack.. have to sleep liao..
Monday, January 17, 2011
horoscope
due to some guy's ingenious idea to propose a new horoscope sign, i have mysteriously been changed from a libra/scorpio to a virgo. for those who dun noe, that is like a jump of 1 to 2 months in the dates. lol..
shall go find out how virgo symbolizes me soon. lol...
well, the new horoscope dates i found are as follows ( might not be accurate)
capricorn: jan 20 to feb 16
aquarius: feb 16 to mar 11
pisces: mar 11 to april 18
aries: april 18 to may 13
taurus: may 13 to june 21
gemini: june 21 to july 20
cancer: july 20 to aug 10
leo: aug 10 to sep 16
virgo: sep 16 to oct 30
libra: oct 30 to nov 23
scorpio: nov 23 to nov 29
ophiuchus: nov 29 to dec 17
sagittarus: dec 17 to jan 20
edit: apparently it only affects ppl born after a certain year...
shall go find out how virgo symbolizes me soon. lol...
well, the new horoscope dates i found are as follows ( might not be accurate)
capricorn: jan 20 to feb 16
aquarius: feb 16 to mar 11
pisces: mar 11 to april 18
aries: april 18 to may 13
taurus: may 13 to june 21
gemini: june 21 to july 20
cancer: july 20 to aug 10
leo: aug 10 to sep 16
virgo: sep 16 to oct 30
libra: oct 30 to nov 23
scorpio: nov 23 to nov 29
ophiuchus: nov 29 to dec 17
sagittarus: dec 17 to jan 20
edit: apparently it only affects ppl born after a certain year...
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
2011
hmm... maybe should find some time to post abt wat has happened last yr n some new yr resolutions.. lol
just for reminders sake..
just for reminders sake..
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