progress

commited myself to my first run after work... damn short though, cant help it too unfit le =(

also not progressing with the jap studying. must learn the alphabet first. lol. and my table is quite messed up. =(

on the bright side though, I'm officially an undergrad with SMU! =)

Goals till end of the year.

1. Drop to a weight of at most 80kg [still not light enough though :( ] - (go running at least 2 times a week.)
2. start learning Japanese and Korean ( at least 3 words per week)
3. Read up on Psychology
4. Study about trading.
5. Meet at least 10 old friends (not sure if possible. lol)

tbc and to be monitored.

Time waits for no Man, and nothing results for waiting.

So, now the plan is to do something.

Time to find my own "Cheese"!

Blood donation

on friday, i donated my first bag of blood. or at least the blood was drawn out, dunno whether will be able to use it yet. lol. have to wait for the results that they send, who noes got problem then waste my blood. =(

anyways, the feeling wasnt that painful anyways, dunno why was quite nervous b4 the donation though, that they had to let me rest there first b4 drawing the blood. lol

friends

it's been awhile... but it has dawned on me often that i dun really noe how to keep ppl close to me close, they (or rather I) tend to drift away into my own world, unable to reach back to them, and when i try, most of the time there is no one there to grab that hand...

hmm...

just wondering, how do i make a real friend, and have a true friendship???

=(

thoughts...

How do you start talking to someone which you haven't talked to for a long time?...

note to self 2

believe in the power of " I can". focus more on what u can change and influence, rather than harping on wat u cannot.