wee.. found out how to use blogger alr. though the page is abit screwed. but then not much to post abt though. =s

I SHOULD BE STUDYING!

one selfish wish.
though i doubt it will ever be fufilled...

why is the world filled with selfish and hypocritical ppl... (i know.. it includes me..) isnt there some higher order that regulates such stuff? where is the so called god that people deem to exist. why doesnt he help out those he created? because we dun believe in him? then doesnt make him selfish and immature as well...

we live in a weird world with no answers.

always on the outside... wonder what will really matter.

somehow things seem so familiar yet so distant.

missing...

well, today was the first day the 9th went to school without our golden nametags... well, the feeling is really hmm.. dunno how to phrase it...

well, it feels weird that for the past year, the nametag has forged such great relationships with the council badge and college pin, and yet, as of yesterday, it is forcefully separated from the rest, thrown carelessly to one corner of the house, never to be together again with the council badge and college pin...

i guess all of the 9th feel the same, that lack of responsibilities, the lack of 'weight' on our shoulders (10th will understand wat i mean by weight soon) the sudden awkward freedom, like being thrown out into the wide countryside, not knowing wat to do next... it just feels weird, and i feel abit lost...

haiz, council is special. in the way that it is not something that we can go back to. if u are part of sports cca, u can always go back and play the sport. however, if u are in council, there is no way to experience the same thing over again... how i wish we can turn back time, to go through all the things over again....

i miss council...


9th council... always made of stars...

stepping down...

these year flew right pass us... it seems like yesterday when we were planning our own investiture, that we were the ones being invested to be the 9th student council... now, we have stepped down and are no longer serving our term as councillors... the investiture wasnt that well planned in my opinion, but as the program went by, those emotions and memories were unabled to be bottled inside... i cried. omg. lol. but i really did. i guess everyone really gave their all and council really has been something that is part of our lives. that was y everyone cried like they did, unable to bear the fact of losing something so precious to us. well, the 9th student council will always have this special place in my heart...

i will miss u guys...